urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:robot_hearts_z3 robot_hearts_z3 robot_hearts_z3 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:robot_hearts_z3:14899 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z I can't stop thinking about Jason. <br />My poor little gay. :(<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />So, I wrote Tom today basically telling him it won't happen.<br />I probably would have done it sooner..... but he's the first guy to pay attention to me in a long time. I just kind of wish it would happen more often. Or I wish that I would start liking guys who are available. And not in their 40s.<br /><br />My sociology teacher is amazing though. He's so smart and attractive, lol, and he sounds like Christopher Walkin. It's so hard to concentrate though when all I can think about is him raping me. <br /><br />I guess I just like things to be complicated. The one guy I can actually see myself with won't work because of a million reasons and I'm afraid all our friends would really be pissed about it. And the others I'm less interested in..... it just won't happen.